WHY CANT I FOCUS?!?! …oh yeah.
i hate A.D.D. with such a passion. if i miss medications for one dang day.. life is the biggest wreck… so annoying.
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Wut?
I’m pretty much just completely confused as to what is happening. With everything. Could this really be what moving on in life is really about? ….I’m so confused. Even though I probably shouldn’t be… I was warned. But I ignored that because I’m an idiot. Haaaa. It’s amazing when you realize that everything is your own fault and no one else’s. Wow.. I am so amazed at my ignorance.. I’m such a pathetic idiot. Seriously. I really am amazed at myself. Wow. How the heeeck can I sit here, I mean, how DID I actually sit here and try and blame or push the fault away from myself and onto other people? Sometimes I think I’m so caught up in myself, and at times fully KNOW and see that i am caught up in myself to think that life is about me. Ahaha and make certain excuses for myself.. So that I don’t have to face up to my own crap. Like. Why have I been this lazy? LITERALLY LAZY! With my school. With my health, with my family, with my social life, with my house, with my finances. With my spiritual life, with my general education? I don’t think I’ve ever been more disappointed in myself in my entire life. I’m so pathetic. Haha I don’t think I’ve accomplished one goal that I have set for myself, just me. Haha woooow. I can’t even.
I’m gonna go to school looking all sexy
and my old crush is gonna be like
and im gonna be all like
…when I get done with p90x this can be my life.
(Source: badaboombadabean)
I pretty much should live in this shirt haha
Forever alone. -the valentines episode-
“Hey merm!” … “Hey Jess-I-ca..” “Hey merm, will you be my valentine?”…”no.” “..why not?” “because I don’t want to.” “okay we’ll, what if I bring you chocolate?” “…..maybe”
…..my life has come to bribing a 9 year old to be my valentine. -_-
bahahaa
since when am i such a dramatic girl. so lameee maahaha oh my.
lalalllaalalaaa
my life could be so much worse.. i gotta learn to count my blessings.. because they are plentiful. :)
good day.
Can I just be fat and die already?
Okay, maybe that’s a little mello-dramatic… I’m just so tired of not being good enough, and so tired of being an idiot. If someone could just slap me in the face…. Well prolly not cause I’d go thug nasty on them but idk what I can do to get outta this lame slump.
I’m going to go try and run tomorrow, even though my knee has been jacked up today. -_-
Peace.
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