its been a while
i havent been on tumblr in a long time. imma be honest, i got a life, and stopped documenting it on here. just kidding i still have no life, i just stopped documenting my worthless days on here. haha
All I want to say is...
Sex is disgusting. I’m honestly happy to never have anything to do with it. I’m seriously okay forever being a single straight Christian woman… also known as a nun. But seriously, im for real happy not getting married or any of that stuff that is romance. I’m fine with God loving me and romancing me. Let me clarify my statement a bit more, sex is disgusting since it has...
I’ve been traveling a lot on and off the past few weeks and came back Friday from a week long camp, at first my family is talking about how much they missed me, and told me about how much they did this week without me home, and how they actually decided to get up off their butts and do something… And within 3 days I wish I could leave again. They tell me this afternoon that...
When your guy friend asks you how you are, and you’ve had a super crap day.. Do you lie and give him a general answer or flat out truth?
WHY CANT I FOCUS?!?! ...oh yeah.
i hate A.D.D. with such a passion. if i miss medications for one dang day.. life is the biggest wreck… so annoying.
I’m pretty much just completely confused as to what is happening. With everything. Could this really be what moving on in life is really about? ….I’m so confused. Even though I probably shouldn’t be… I was warned. But I ignored that because I’m an idiot. Haaaa. It’s amazing when you realize that everything is your own fault and no one else’s. Wow.. I...
I'm gonna go to school looking all sexy
epic-humor: and my old crush is gonna be like and im gonna be all like Follow this blog, you’ll love it on your dashboard! …when I get done with p90x this can be my life.
Forever alone. -the valentines episode-
“Hey merm!” … “Hey Jess-I-ca..” “Hey merm, will you be my valentine?”…”no.” “..why not?” “because I don’t want to.” “okay we’ll, what if I bring you chocolate?” “…..maybe” …..my life has come to bribing a 9 year old to be my valentine. -_-
since when am i such a dramatic girl. so lameee maahaha oh my. lalalllaalalaaa my life could be so much worse.. i gotta learn to count my blessings.. because they are plentiful. :) good day.
Can I just be fat and die already?
Okay, maybe that’s a little mello-dramatic… I’m just so tired of not being good enough, and so tired of being an idiot. If someone could just slap me in the face…. Well prolly not cause I’d go thug nasty on them but idk what I can do to get outta this lame slump. I’m going to go try and run tomorrow, even though my knee has been jacked up today. -_- Peace.
i wish there was a how to on organizing thoughts.
but that might be what blogs are for so i’m just gunna give it a go so maybe i can see things clearly. where do i start… im so dang conceited.. its so ridiculous.. like i have this pride and arrogance about myself… like i have the right to judge or think such rude things about complete strangers.. i don’t understand myself. i wish i could punch myself in the face...
The Squeezings of my Brain Grapes.: How Do I Know... →
jedbrewer: _____ asked you: How does someone decipher the line between REALLY wanting something, and knowing that it’s actually God’s plan for you? There are so many instances in life right now where I feel so strongly that I’m ‘supposed’ to do this or that, but my family and friends believe that…
The Squeezings of my Brain Grapes.: What Kind Of... →
jedbrewer: One of the most common – and most beautiful – attributes amongst Christian ladies is a desire to nurture. A desire to comfort, and encourage, and serve. In the right context, this is an amazing, Godly aim. In the wrong context, it will really mess you up. What tends to happen for a lot of…